medyo bangag... slight lang

medyo bangag
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

a quick shot at Uva with Mary after dinner --- got to chill with her amidst the almost instantaneous downpour last night. Having a solid 6 hour pickup of donations and almost little rest, i hungrily devoured my insalata while listening to her kwento of her weekend in the province. It was delish, literally and figuratively! Such a great time to catch up with friends and have a quick touch base with good food ...mmmm.. :-)

aftermath

The storm yesterday was quite a doozy, considering it brought down several billboards around the metro, flooded dozens of homes and left the well-lit metro struggling to find its way in the darkness.

My house and its fauna have been subject to some amazing changes, with 4 trees uprooted and blocking our entry way from the gate. More amazing is the huge tree blocking the gate from the outside.

Ok, from our view inside it looks like that abandoned garden from great expectations. Either that or some weird portion of the island from LOST. Suffice to say that classes and work have been suspended due to this catastrope...but then again, with all the power out, who wants to stay at home?

To keep myself from going out (Starbucks was full, as well as other stores who decided to stay open despite all this), i bonded with my housemates, who, like me, hated the fact that the storm just plain made everything boring. With cards, available stereos and boardgames on hand, we managed to go through the day without killing ourselves (or anybody in the house for that matter). (will post pics of the storm later).

Well, i'd never thought i'd be glad to get to work. But i am. With the major damage brought about by the recent storm, i must say being in a well-lit room with (almost) all the necesities one needs is such a welcome sight after experiencing a day without electricity, telephone line and food (yeah, i don't eat at home). So the weekend lies ahead, hopefully by the time saturday comes in there will be electricity. Oh joy.

Mother Nature sure does know how to get our attention :-)

rockin for a cause

If you ask me on a monday...

...well, it's lunch a few pics and lotsa catchin up! :-) It's like, excellent!!!

Ode to Best Buds

We may never hang out as much
as we did back then
We may have changed in so many ways
We may not have the boyfriends we had back then
We may have changed circles as we went
Our friendship sure hasn't
and i look forward to more years of friendship with YOU!
Kitty+Bunnie 4evah! Love ya girl!

busy bee

Amazingly, i'm back at my old office. Not for work, just to collect some checks (yay!) and clearance stuff (even more yay!) So while burning cds i try to catch up with this update.

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Had a pretty full day earlier. Fellow volunteer for the cause Archie and I commuted all the way to Pier 18 (that's the docks in Tondo!!) to meet up with the truck of Shopwise Araneta, who generously donated a sizeable amount of goods. After rounding up and checking the packing (as well as some photo op with the fellows who helped out) we got around to taking the jeep to Divi, from which we took the lrt back to QC.

It's been quite hot, literally. I'm just so glad that despite the hard work and effort, we see some of it paying off (a lot of responses, as well as great raves from people who got to know more about the oil spill). hehehe. Lots of thanks to the many people who, in their own little way, contributed to spreading thw ord and volunteering their time, effort, money and goods to this cause!!! KUDOS TO YOU GUYS!!!!

We're still a long way from rehabilitating the damage, but with more help and perseverance (as well as ACTION) , we can do it! :-) Please check out fellow blogs/sites for more updates:

http://www.greenpeace.org
http://www.sludge.wordpress.com
http://www.newsbreak.com.ph
http://www.inq7.net

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I think i am really loooking forward to the weekend now....

GOTTA READ THIS!!!

Cost to Guimaras: P9.2 Billion
(Newsbreak, September 25, 2006, Page 21)
vol. 6, issue 19

PETRON LOST what could have been millions in income from the 2.4 million liters of oil that sank with M/V Solar 1 near Guimaras. They’re spending more for the cleanup costs and assistance to affected residents. But it’s nothing compared to how much Guimaras lost and has yet to lose. Based on the initial estimates of Resource, Environments, and Economic Center for Studies (REECS), a group of environmental economists, the island will suffer an economic loss of almost P9 billion in the first year alone. This covers the cost of the lost environmental services and recreational and tourism values. This means that cleaning up efforts and related health services for the population, estimated to cost another P266 million, is only the tip of the iceberg.

The damage to the mangroves, coral reefs, seagrasses, and estuaries—which are fish habitats—would cost Guimaras P8.3 billion worth of services. The damaged area includes the Taklong Island Marine Sanctuary, which is an area of study for many marine biologists because of its rich marine biodiversity. According to a report by the World Wildlife Fund, the dugong, green sea turtle, hawksbill turtle, and several cetacean species are threatened.

According to the REECS report, 14 out of 36 resorts in Guimaras were affected by the oil spill. The tourism sector may lose an estimated P652.2 million this year because of the tragedy.

Following a formula used internationally in evaluating economic values of ecosytems, REEC’s estimates were based on the assumption that the affected areas are totally damaged. These exclude compensation for the residents who largely rely on the sea for livelihood. Nearby provinces also depend on the sanctuaries of Guimaras for fish. This can be proven and then quantified by looking at the ocean currents.

“Something else might come up that will impact on the livelihood, which is not seen as of now,” says REECS’s Noela Lasmarias. “Guimaras is a fragile ecosystem. Oil spill has unseen effects.”

“It could be more than [P9.2 billion],” says Rina Maria Rosales, also with REECS, which will take a six-month onsite study to look at the actual scope of damage.

If Guimaras will play its cards well, there’s a chance it will receive rightful compensation for its losses. Its case is similar to Alaska’s Prince Willian Sound, where the Exxon-Valdez oil tanker sank in 1989, spilling 10 million gallons of oil, also on a marine sactuary. Thanks to the international attention that sustained the case against the owners of Exxon-Valdez, the owners were made to pay US$1.1 billion in various settlements, $2.5 billion for the cleanup costs, and $5 billion for recklessness.

—Carmela Fonbuena

poster kids!

mary_n_lette
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

i guess this is our picture for this year, huh? Mary and i usually get a picture done of us two usually in this order... this was taken this weekend when we skedaddled out of town to escape the rains and somewhat stifling workloads. Ahh, bliss. Got to check out Haribon's GuBAT exhibit, which featured Ang I.N.K.'s works (including mary's, yey!), buy P10 raw eggs (yes, it's the normal ones) and learn to play poker (for real). hahahaha!

haydz and zsa

haydz and zsa
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

cheesin' for the cam!

Got to spend some QT with my high school classmatesd who are currently here in Manila. It's a bit disconcerting having all of us together again after so long, but it was great fun nonetheless. Zsa and Marj, fresh off their first exam for the bar, were relieved to get some free time off the books while Haydz and I were glad to be out and about again from our respective jobs. Over coffee, lunch and some more coffee we got a chance to catch up with what's been happening (5 years is a long time, y'know) as well as check out the interesting sites in cubao (yep yep!)

future lawyers to be

future lawyers to be
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

marj and zsa, our high school buds who are currently taking the bar

high school buddies

high school buddies
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

Zsa and moi, havin' a latte during her free day from the bar exams.

sideways

(i know recent blog posts have been about the guimaras oil spill, so pardon my sudden interlude into some personal thought)

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It has been quite a jumbled week, with so many issues to tackle, so many adjustments to make, so many celebrations to think about. In a span of a week i have seen help rise from what i thought to be a careless world, felt utter humiliation and happiness all at once. (ok, am i making sense? Let me reiterate).

A friend is leaving for greener pastures while another friend has already left.I wish them both much happiness and success in their future endeavors. It has been a wonderful friendship, one i hope will continue inspite the factors which may dampen its fire.

A friend seeks greener pastures while another is given a new term (and a new love!). I wish them the best and more success in their efforts and more creative zeal. :-)

A fate is defined while another has become doubtful. Lord give me clarity.

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I wish i can be more verbose about how i feel to you.

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donate direct! Updates of Guimaras Spill

Dear Friends,

Thank you for the support, volunteer work and donations we have received so far! It has been overwhelming to hear that people have come and heard out plea for help. The fight is still not over. Far from it, actually. But we hope that with what we have done and what we are still doing, we can overcome this tragic disaster and restore our rich resources to its former glory. We appeal to all filipinos to help out in every way they can.

In lieu of cash, we are readily accepting donations of fishing rubber boots, rubber gloves and masks for the volunteers and fisherfolk who are, as i type, working to clean up the damage, with no thought of their health. They go through the muck in sandals and slippers, with not even a mask to protect their lungs.

Our next shipping will be on Sept. 5, 2006. For those in the QC area, please send over donations to 12 Highland drive Blueridge A, Katipunan Q.C. Please contact the number below if you want to have your donations picked up instead. :-) Cash is also a good alternative, for those who shall donate this, we will be buying the much needed materials for you, and put the donation under your name.

Visayan Sea Squadron is under Batas Kalikasan Foundation, so you can deposit donations through their account. Please email cleanupoilspill@gmail.com a scanned deposit slip or details of the said transaction (including names of the donors if possible) for our database.

Account name: Batas Kalikasan Foundation, Inc.
Peso Account (savings) PhilAm Savings Bank (Ayala Alabang branch)
#2107-32863-6

Dollar Savings International Exchange Bank (Ayala-Alabang)
#018-10-1-01081-5

Please attach with your donations your name and contact number so we can update you on the progress (we cannot pay you for your help, but we can at least thank you through media releases of Visayan Sea Squad).

For further questions and other suggestions to help out, please contact through cleanupoilspill@gmail.com. You can also contact these numbers for more info and volunteer help:

Archie (0919 2253262)
Haydee (0928 2313193)

Again, thank you so much!

Lette (0915.785.4035)

P.S. thanks to INQ7's 2BU! section for posting up our plea for help! (kahit mali yung last name ko, heheh)

Every BOOT helps!

Guimaras folk evacuated from worst-hit areas

By Nestor P. Burgos Jr., Christine Avendaño
Inquirer
Last updated 02:58am (Mla time) 08/30/2006

Published on Page A1 of the August 30, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer

NUEVA VALENCIA, GUIMARAS -- Provincial officials have started to move out over 130 families living in two coastal villages worst-hit by the oil spill because of health risks.

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past articles regarding efforts of Visayan Sea Squadron:
http://newsinfo.inq7.net/inquirerheadlines/regions/view_article.php?article_id=11420
http://specials.inq7.net/theenvironmentreport/index.php?ver=1&index=1&story_id=13037
http://services.inq7.net/print/print.php?article_id=16738

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Donate and Help us Take Action. Every BOOT helps!

Donate Rubber Boots, Rubber Gloves and Masks!
Archie (0919 2253262)
Haydee (0928 2313193)
Lette R. Teodosio (0915.785.4035)

contact us at cleanupoilspill@gmail.com
you can also donate or pledge through projectsunrise.org
get updated through:
www.inq7.net
greenpeace.org
wwf.org.ph

Slick Approaches Negros --Oil Spill Update

AUGUST 28th - The Provincial Disaster Management Team of Negros confirmed today the presence of an oil sheen 18 to 20 kilometres from the coast of Ilog, Negros Occidental. A larger oil slick trails further behind. The sheen is also 10 kilometres from Himamaylan City, as confirmed by EARTH Rescue of Himamaylan.

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Here's hoping for a more positive note to this endeavor.

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We urge people to be more aware of the nature of this disaster. Ultimately, we all feel the effect. Please HELP. ACT NOW and TAKE ACTION. Remember, every bit helps!

update on Guimaras oil spill

Dear Friends,

The Visayan Sea Squadron, currently headed by Atty. Antonio Oposa, along with Senator Cayetano, Congressman Acosta and Congressman Roces recently assessed the damage along Guimaras last August 26, 2006. With heavy hearts and tearful eyes, they watch helplessly as oil slick and sludge slowly ate up what was left of the rich marine life that was carefully protected by Guimaras. Recent reports have confirmed that four coastal towns of Iloilo have already felt the effect of the oil contamination, namely Ajuy, Concepcion, Barotac Nuevo and Dumangas. A few more days and it will reach Eastancia and the northern area of Iloilo, where Panay's fishing port is located. It is this alarming rate that more efforts in prevention of its continuing spread is taken.

As i type, the oil spillage slowly encompasses the areas around Guimaras Island and is now moving up towards the north through Guimaras Strait, damaging Panay and Negros in its wake. Families dependent on their fishing livelihood are robbed of their means of living. Our rich seafood is contaminated, and we are slowly but surely killed with health problems resulting from this terrible environmental disaster. With 2 million liters of oil spillage each day leaking out to destroy what is left of our natural resources along in Guimaras, recent reports say it is the worst natural disaster our country is facing.

We encourage fellow filipinos to help out in the cause of preventing its spillage to reach further waters, and as much as possible, clean up the damage done. We appeal to all filipinos to help out and be more aware of the situation. We appeal to members of Congress, the Senate and other government officials to help us by thoroughly investigating this matter and TAKE ACTION.

It is for this cause that i am coordinating with them to create this donation drive. In lieu of cash, we are readily accepting donations of fishing rubber boots, rubber gloves and masks for the volunteers and fisherfolk who are, as i type, working to clean up the damage, with no thought of their health. They go through the muck in sandals and slippers, with not even a mask to protect their lungs. We also accept donations of hair and chicken feathers to create brooms needed to mop up the oil.

We thank our donors and volunteers for their generosity. As of this weekend, we have received donations bnoth in cash and in kind from the following:

-LV Fisheries (donations of fishing boots)
-Ms. Johanna Clavecilla (cash)
-Mango Comics (cash)
-Mr. Eugene Tan (donation of gloves)

Our first shipment of donations will be on the 30th of August, 2006. Due to those who were unable to send us donations during the week, we have extended our initial deadline to that date. You can still donate to us up until the 29th of August for the first shipment --- For those in the QC area, please send over donations to 12 Highland drive Blueridge A, Katipunan Q.C. Please contact the number below if you want to have your donations picked up instead. :-) Cash is also a good alternative, for those who shall donate this, we will be buying the much needed materials for you, and put the donation under your name. Please contact the individuals below on where to channel the cash donations if ever, since we don't have an account up yet. You can also send it in through the address given.We thank all those who have readily sent cash and the abovementioned donations, your efforts and willingness to help have given much needed hope to us and families affected by this disaster. Our next shipment shall be on the Sept. 5, 2006.

Please attach with your donations your name and contact number so we can update you on the progress .You can also contact these numbers for more info and volunteer help:

Archie (0919 2253262)
Haydee (0928 2313193)
Lette (0915.7854035)

You can also email us at cleanupoilspill@gmail.com.
You can also drop off donations (cash or kind) at the College of Fine Arts in UP-Diliman, Q.C. Please look for Jen Alfon-Adano (faculty)

For more information and updates, please check greenpeace.org, and projectsunrise.org .

an appeal for HELP

Dear Friends,

With 2 million liters of oil spillage each day leaking out to destroy what is left of our natural resources along in Guimaras, recent reports say it is the worst natural disaster our country is facing. As i type, the oil spillage slowly encompasses the areas around Guimaras Island and is now moving up towards the north through Guimaras Strait, damaging Panay and Negros in its wake. Families dependent on their fishing livelihood are robbed of their means of living. Our rich seafood is contaminated, and we are slowly but surely killed with health problems resulting from this terrible environmental disaster.

The Visayan Sea Squadron have started volunteer work to help out fishermen, residents and fellow ilonggos who have been badly affected. Atty. Antonio Oposa, a lawyer specializing on environmental law, is currently heading the organization. Yesterday, the group along with Senator Cayetano, Congressman Acosta and Congressman Roces assessed the damage along Guimaras. With heavy hearts and tearful eyes, they watch helplessly as oil slick and sludge slowly ate up what was left of the rich marine life that was carefully proected by Guimaras. A few more days and it will reach Eastancia and the northern area of Iloilo, where Panay's fishing port is located.

We encourage fellow filipinos to help out in the cause of preventing its spillage to reach further waters, and as much as possible, clean up the damage done. We appeal to all filipinos to help out and be more aware of the situation. We appeal to members of Congress, the Senate and other government officials to help us by thoroughly investigating this matter and TAKE ACTION.

It is for this cause that i am coordinating with them to create this donation drive. In lieu of cash, we are readily accepting donations of fishing rubber boots, rubber gloves and masks for the volunteers and fisherfolk who are, as i type, working to clean up the damage, with no thought of their health. They go through the muck in sandals and slippers, with not even a mask to protect their lungs. We also accept donations of hair and chicken feathers to create brooms needed to mop up the oil.

Our first shipment of donations will be on the 30th of August, 2006. Due to those who were unable to send us donations during the week, we have extended our initial deadline to that date. For those in the QC area, please send over donations to 12 Highland drive Blueridge A, Katipunan Q.C. Please contact the number below if you want to have your donations picked up instead. :-) Cash is also a good alternative, for those who shall donate this, we will be buying the much needed materials for you, and put the donation under your name. Please contact the individuals below on where to channel the cash donations if ever, since we don't have an account up yet. You can also send it in through the address given.We thank all those who have readily sent cash and the abovementioned donations, your efforts and willingness to help have given much needed hope to us and families affected by this disaster. Our next shipment shall be on the Sept. 5, 2006.

Please attach with your donations your name and contact number so we can update you on the progress .You can also contact these numbers for more info and volunteer help:

Archie (0919 2253262)
Haydee (0928 2313193)
Lette (0915.7854035)

You can also email us at cleanupoilspill@gmail.com.
You can also drop off donations (cash or kind) at the College of Fine Arts in UP-Diliman, Q.C. Please look for Jen Alfon (faculty)

For more information and updates, please check greenpeace.org, and projectsunrise.org

we need YOUR help!!!

we need YOUR help
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

Help Out Guimaras --- NOW

THE Philippine Coast Guard said Monday it was racing against time to prevent a major environmental disaster as oil seeped from a tanker that sunk in heavy seas over the weekend and a spokesman said it could take more than a year to clean up the mess.The tanker, Solar I, was carrying two million liters (12,580 barrels) of bunker oil when it sank off the central island of Guimaras on Saturday.

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As much as i adhere to Greenpeace's statement, we have to act now, as individuals, as fellow filipinos. With the threat to our natural resources, a group of concerned individuals called the Visayan Sea Squad have started voulunteer work to help out fishermen, residents and fellow ilonggos who have been badly affected. Atty.Oposa, a lawyer specializing on environmental law, is currently heading the organization. It is for this cause that i am coordinating with them to create this donation drive. In lieu of cash, we are readily accepting donations of fishing rubber boots, rubber gloves and masks for the volunteers and fisherfolk who are, as i type, working to clean up the damage, with no thought of their health. They go through the muck in sandals and slippers, with not even a mask to protect their lungs.

Each week we will be sending over the accumulated donations to Iloilo to be distributed. For those in the QC area, please send over donations to 12 Highland drive Blueridge A, Katipunan Q.C. within the week. We send donations by Sunday each week. Please contact the number below if you want to have your donations picked up instead. :-) Cash is also a good alternative, for those who shall donate this, we will be buying the much needed materials for you, and put the donation under your name. Please contact me on where to channel the cash donations if ever, since we don't have an account up yet. You can also send it in through the address given. Please attach with your donations your name and contact number so we can update you on the progress (we cannot pay you for your help, but we can at least thank you through media releases of Visayan Sea Squad).

For further questions and other suggestions to help out, please contact through honeylette@gmail.com or through mobile 0915-785-4035. We are also in the process of setting up donation areas where you can drop off your donations (will give more notice on this soon).

You can also contact these numbers for more donation info and volunteer help:
Archie (0919 2253262)
Haydee (0928 2313193)

A million thanks. It's a struggle to clean up this mess. But with everyone helping out in any way, we can clean this up.

dreaming of bora...

bora!!!!
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

:-)

game!!!

play
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

pffft.

i hate not being able to sleep. especially on a rainy night like this.

dammit.

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love the new pic.

back in the day...

back_in_the_day02
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

Pika posted this a few hours ago, and i was relaly surprised... grabe, ang payat ko dati!!! SHYET!!!!

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I guess todayis the perfect time to reminisce, since i'm feeling miffed and pretyy pissed off (still)... *sigh*

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somebody kill me please.

Mightier Than the Sword

Mightier Than Sword
Originally uploaded by bullish1974.

Dear You,

You sure as hell think you're the best there is. Amazing. You may think that just because you are in that position, you can easily dismiss people, be bossy and be as bitchy as you can be. I don't think so. I know i shlould be angry with the way you treat me, no, treat people...but i just pity you.

I feel sorry for you that your zero social life and non-existent sex life has been replaced by chismis and work. I feel bad that that is the only way you can feel life, be passionate and "live" out your existence.

You might think you have won the "battle" just because i'm leaving. But i feel like i won. I feel better, actually, for not stooping to your level and spread rumors about you. I feel good that i didn't have to resort to angry shouts of confrontation with you. I feel great that after one more week, i won't have to see you prancing about, walking around like it's part of your daily duties in the office (it's not....SERIOUSLY.) One more week then i won't have to see your ugly mug smiling that plastic smile and ruin my whole day. :-)

everybody's changing and i don't feel the same...

i guess i never really thought about drastic changes until this week. I feel some regret, of bridges to be burned (somehow), of the uncertain changes and the looming future. But i guess all this is part of transition. I wish somehow that things would be different, that everything will be the same when tomorrow (today) comes in. But it never is.

I know that whatever happens tomorrow, well, is inevitably what i want in the end. I really hope that things will be for the better.

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For you my friend, I wish for you to be happy, in the distant land.I hope that you will find what you seek, in the land of the rolling hills and the cold billowing winds. I pray for your good health, a peaceful existence and happiness, in what form it may come to you. I shall miss your company, our "dates", and finding happiness in the little things in life. I want want for you you to be happy. God bless and ingat sila sayo!!! hehehhehe ;-)

reviews, rants and the rainy week

The weekend was lovely. home time work. Cuddle snuggle time watching the rain fall as the afternoon comes. Lovely morning me time, drizzling rainy weather enough to cuddle under the sheets and just blissfu;lly be unaware of the outside for a few hours. House cleaning to the max. Secret smiles and challenges (where's your secret kiliti?) Coffee and more coffee. Yummmy sandwiches and hot hot soup. Mmmmm. Playing SIMS in real life. Text twist marathon. CSI marathons and a cryfest over Jerry Maguire. Ahhh.

It's monday and it's raining and i went to work without an umbrella or a good coat. Also, i tried brewing my own coffee at home, to save expenses. Needless to say, i'm pissed.The week hasn't even begun and already i'm wishing it's the weekend.

I just hate this feeling. I hate waking up in the morning already knowing that this will not be a good day. But then again, stranger things have happened, and maybe it will turn out better than i imagine. That is the dream...

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Lady in the Water

Excellent.

What i thought to be a nighmarish disappointment (remember The Village? Not that it wasn't an interesting twist, but i really didn't dig the fact that the hoax was the twist) was actually a wonderfully retold (?) bedtime story mixed so beautifully inot the current scene.

I watched it because of Paul Giammati (Sideways) and Bryce Howard (The Village), but mostly because the trailer was artfully made and revealed exciting parts without revealing anything of the movie's twist (very much like any of Shyamalan's previous works). Yes, and because it was his movie.

I love his cast of actors who have beautifully made each role memorable --- from Giamatti's Heep, to Bryce's ethereal muse, even to the seemingly mundane and non-obtrusive presences of the supporting cast --the guardians, the potheads, even the chinese mom.

I love how he makes fun of writing manuals and how-tos. Even as the scenes take place, you see how he incorporates the what-should-be-done and what-to-expect guidelines of each writer, juxtaposing each one with something completely "adlib". He even get to kill a critic (wow, is that ever fun to watch --- revenge with artistic license!). Now that's a killer (literally).

I especially love how he mixed bedtime stories of age-old tradition and apply it into the mundane reality of today, mixing it to create a completely different story altogether without having to sacrfice any of the elements.

So what's the verdict? Despite its cliffhanging ending (as always), the story presents a lovely medley of reality, belief and well, really looking deep into one's self. And for that i'm happy.

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saGuijo: "Guijo Jazz"
feat; THE RADIOACTIVE SAGO PROJECT, SOUND, SALINDIWA, QUAIL QUARTET!
August 3, 2006
10PM @ 7612 Guijo St., San Antonio Village, Makati City
Live and glowing hot jazz, funk and soul.

See ya there!

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undoing 7-11

watch me as i sit here entranced by your words. It's hard to believe that such a simple combination of numbers can mean so much to people (like in Mudraks! LOL)

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It's a good weekend, i think. Apart from the rendevouz at MOA with the store, it was a fun filled weekend, with good friends and new acquaintances making it all happen. A night with party. Conversations with wine. picture taking of Ninja devil duckie in semi-bondage (devil duckie, you're the one!). An otherwise interesting brunch, get-together at a coffee shop and a one feature film which made me rethink motherhood. Top it off with some chill time at home amidts the rain, and a night of music and housemates (literally). Ahh. The weekend is indeed something.

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I miss you but not really. Maybe it's just the rain.

our pyramid of want wants et al.

Got this from bf Pao(are we or aren't we?LOL) --- ang kyyyuuuttt!!!! Makes me smile despite the sad weather (mmm...it's bed weather though...)

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Sci-Fi/Fantasy conventions are a thing of the past for me, but last sunday's romp amongst the harry potters and trekkies made me my sunday a bit more interesting indeed. (check out mor epics from Pao's site, quick!) Got to meet up with some old college pals (true artists that they are, came dressed as their fave characters --- i feel like it's lantern parade all over again) as well as see my friend's band play. Hmmm. Not a bad evening, we got to see semi-naked star troopers running around the hall for free (disturbingly like the Oble run, i tell ya ---is it december already?)

And, even though Pao's global frequency disguise never grabbed awards (or recognition), it still made a splash, somehow. hehehe

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D.I.Y.

Lather. Rinse. Repeat.

Ready.Steady.Go.

Fall. Rise Up. Go ahead. Do what you wanna do. So will I.

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If all else fails, learn the lesson. Then move on.

Speak Up. Make your point.

Do your thing. No sense waiting.

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Keep on smiling despite the hypocrisy.

See, everybody's doing it, why can't you?

Smile and laugh that funny laugh.

Make them think everything is ok.

Keep your friends close and your enemies closer.

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Repeat. repeat. repeat the experience.

Ready. Steady. Go.

De-Virginized

boundaries crossed / burning bridges realized /lessons learned from goodbyes? / tengga galore / split personalities / carbo loading and some more brownies / missed look-sees, reunion of sorts / saturday evening shenanigans / crazy eights that never seem to stop / lunch date! / virgin labfest 2 de-virginized / i have seen Ang Hubad na Katotohanan! / merienda with wits and humor, peppered with some stargazing / sci-fi fanstay convention, anyone? / i had a date with an agent from Global frequency, mind you! / dinner with new friends a.k.a. cohorts! / breadtalk! / fun company all around / the past revisited once again.../ the world is too small, indeed.

Whateveritakes, baby!

WHATEVERITAKES video launch
Thursday, July 13, 2006
6 Underground
8pm

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See ya there!

Week End

Chickahan with galpals / coffee galore and late night talks @ The Coffee Bean / blast from the past!!! / phone calls of the weird kind / saturday morning cartoons! / Little Britain, anyone? / random phone calls and eskapo moves / shoppin' with Donna girl / Italliani's and mushroom formaggio /late night malibogs @ the BigSky / camwhorin' once again... / early a.m. munchies @ Cafeteria

hopeful

... how can you beat a system that refuses to acknowledge its problem?

I can't really explain much about issue that have been bugging me the past week. Suffice to say, it has rendered me depressed beyond anything i have ever felt before, which may have attributed to my not updating anything in my life right now.

I spent my time being morose and sad, seemingly eternally damned with this feeling of loss and inevitable anguish over my recent demise (those who heard my story, you know what i'm talking about). It led me to think of drastic solutions and inevitable options if this is not repaired ASAP.

Friday gave me some sliver of hope, when i talked to the man upstairs. Meeting old friends and galpals also cheered me up, which made my weekend start better that i expected. I felt somehow emancipated from all this worrying, but monday will bring me my bane or boon (whichever is the result).

Wish me luck.

I Want Want You You!

I Want Want You You!
Originally uploaded by paolomanalo.

One of my recent discoveries while browsing through the grocery aisle... Want Want milk! :-D Picture courtesy of Pao M.

Sonnet: The Mirror Projects

(read this, actually had this read to me by the author --- ganda nya, hehhe)
by Paolo Manalo

Pictures of ourselves taking pictures of ourselves
What's this exercise for, posterity?
But there's no future for us in these frames.
I look to the past: these two so happy
They only see their own poised reflections
Smiling back at them. There are no distractions
From family and friends. But do they see it?
Nothing is missing. Teka, pasingit.
Kung sobrang bagay ang two bakit one
Ka na lang? Ang pictures di sinungaling
Pero ang truth, di nagtatagal ang fun.
You had it, enjoyed! Wala na, get going.
Hirap sa iyo, mahilig sa drama.
Salita nang salita, 'la namang 'wawa

super-Max

FUCKIN' A.

A no brainer to figure out i enjoyed this movie. why? Because it was on IMAX.

It was not a premiere, but the night was crowded with celebs (thanks to the GMA-sponsored evening, i guess) and hobnobbing was all around us prior to the screening. Needless to say,i was sorta bemused by all the damn cameras and chitchat around me. Thank God for grounded and semi-jaded friends whom you can always count on to put in a little reality perspective :-)

The 20 mins of Superman on 3D is a bit daunting at first but once you get the hang of those glasses, man, it's spectacular, to say the least. I guess the 3D imagery really made all the difference for me, since the plot was kinda slow and the scenes, well, i was already expecting that twist... a little too unsubtle in the end, i think. (for those who haven't watched it, well, you'll get it when you see the movie) :-P

But yes, the movie itself was pretty great (Brian Singer is GOD) with its amazing effects, lovely cinematography and the oh-so-hot cast they managed to round up. Kudos to Parker Posey, who played my favourite cast member, Kathryn (a.k.a Kitty!) --- she really is such a talent. Also much admiration goes to Brandon Routh (i now remember his name!), the Chistopher Reeve look-alike they got to fill in those shoes. Ooh lala. I was a little put off by Spacey's Lex, but then again, with a double life sentence and some intense 5 years of grudges, who wouldn't go a little batty? :-P It was a surprising change from the character Gene Hackman played from the earlier Superman movie.

But the big thing for tonight was, Inspite some cheesy parts and lines in between, the whole experience of watching Superman on Imax --- it was truly worth the 3 freaking hours (losing sleep in the process ---it's 4 in the freakin' morning and i'm still writing this!) I was able to check out two things tonight:

1. MOA is friggin' big.

2. IMAX can be a pleasurable experience indeed. Hehehe.

life without Camwhoring

So my brother now has my camera.

Not exactly a loss since i got back my ipod mini from him (he held it hostage so i can give back the camera), but i do miss having my camera around. No more camwhoring, imprmptu photoshoots and on the fly clicking. *sigh*.

Then again, maybe i should get a new camera instead. *grins* yey.

+ + +

On another note, i'll be watching Superman Returns on Imax in a few hours. Hmmm. Wonder if the effects will be a lot better on 3D...

+ + +

I think i may be developing an ADD syndrome this late in my life. Seems to me nothing can hold my attention for that long. Yargh. Is this a sign of regression or old age?

Use the Force

modern quotes

Ang buhay ay parang bato, it's hard.

Better late than pregnant.

Behind the clouds are the other clouds.

It's better to cheat than to repeat!

Do unto others... then run!!!

Kapag puno na ang salop, kumuha na ng ibang
salop.

Magbiro ka na sa lasing, magbiro ka na sa bagong
gising,
'wag lang sa lasing na bagong gising.

When all else fails, follow instructions.

Ang hindi marunong magmahal sa sariling wika,
lumaki sa
ibang bansa.

To err is human, to errs is humans.

Ang taong nagigipit...sa bumbay kumakapit

Pag may usok...may nag-iihaw

Ang taong naglalakad nang matulin... may utang.

No guts, no glory... no ID, no entry.

Birds of the same feather that prays together...
stays together.

Kapag may sinuksok at walang madukot, may
nandukot.

Walang matigas na tinapay sa gutom na tao.

Ang taong di marunong lumingon sa kanyang
pinanggalingan ....
ay may stiff neck.

Birds of the same feather make a good feather
duster.

Kapag may tiyaga, may nilaga. Kapag may taga,
may tahi.

Huli man daw at magaling, undertime pa rin.

Ang naglalakad ng matulin, late na sa appointment

Matalino man ang matsing, matsing pa rin.

Better late than later....

Aanhin ang palasyo kung ang nakatira ay kuwago,
mabuti pa
ang bahay kubo, sa paligid puno ng linga.

Kapag maikli ang kumot, tumangkad ka na!

No man is an island because time is gold.

Hindi lahat ng kumikinang ay ginto.. muta lang yan.

Kapag ang puno mabunga...mataba ang lupa!

When it rains...it floods.

Pagkahaba haba man ng prusisyon .. mauubusan
din ng kandila.

Ang buhay ay parang gulong, minsan nasa
ibabaw, minsan nasa vulcanizing shop.

Batu-bato sa langit, ang tamaan... sapul.

Try and try until you succeed... or else try another.

Ako ang nagsaing... iba ang kumain. Diet ako eh.

Huwag magbilang ng manok kung alaga mo ay itik.

Kapag maiksi na ang kumot, bumili ka na ng bago.

If you can't beat them, shoot them. (Nalundasan)

An apple a day is too expensive.

An apple a day makes seven apples a week.
(really expensive)

sarbey seyz

+Sadness+

What does it take to make you cry your heart out :
- heartbreak. depression.

How many times have you done that :
- a lot of times

Where do you cry :
- anywhere i feel like it

Do you hate crying :
- not really

Do you like it when others cry :
- not really

Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :
- no

Who looks good when they cry :
- i dont really go around finding that out

How else do you express sadness :
- walking it off

Are you sad all the time :
- not really

+ Anger +

What does it take to make you mad :
- nitpicky sh*tty stuff

What do you do when you're angry :
- walk it off, scream out

How short is your temper :
- let's just say it doesn't take much to get me pissed

How long does it take you to calm down :
- as long as there's a solution im good

What's the worst thing you've done when you were
mad :
- bitch slapped somebody

Do you freak out when others are angry :
- yeah sometimes

Has anyone ever recommended anger
management to you :
- nope

What's the worst thing someone's done to make
you mad :
- become a lyin' cheatin' a-hole

Do you anger people :
-sure

+ Joy +

How often are you happy :
- not really sure

What makes you happy :
- it's the small things that count

What do you do when you're happy :
- smile

Do happy people make you mad :
- sometimes

What's the worst thing someone can do while
they're happy :
- flaunt it to unhappy people and not care

Ever been so happy you were dying to tell
everyone :
- yeah

Ever been so happy you cried :
- yup

Do you smile a lot :
- yes, maniacally

Kiss people a lot:
- hmmm. maybe.

Who really makes you happy :
- can't think of anybody right now.

Do you like doing things for people when you're
happy :
- yeah.


+ Fear +

What do you do when you're scared :
- get the hell out.

What scares you :
- the evil people

Do you like scaring people :
- not really

Do you like the trill of being frightened :
- i guess

Does fear accompany anger in your case :
- hmmm. sometimes

Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe :
- yeah

How often do you panic :
- when i screw up.

What's the one thing that scared you more than
anything else EVER :
-can't recall

What do you do to calm your nerves :
- sleep.

Do rollercoasters scare you :
- no

+ What do you do +

When the emotion suck :
-walk it off

When the emotion rocks :
- ride it through!!

When there's no emotion :
-do something else

+ Would you rather +

Never feel again :
-no

Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :
- anger. loneliness makes you go crazy

Be happy forever and never experience bad
times :
-y not?

Be alone :
- I don't think i can do that :-p

Be with everyone you know :
- sure

+ Who +

Cheers you up more than anyone else :
- hmmm.secret hahha

Angers you more than anyone else :
- secret din. pero alam nya yan

Scares you more than anyone else :
- hmmm.a lot of folks.

Makes you think about your emotions more than
anyone else :
- certain people i'd rather not mention

Makes you really care about how they feel and
what they think :
- people i care about

the bride and her cohorts...

the bride and her cohorts
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

this was an impromptu pictorial at the reception with my cousins and soon to be cousins in law. (Can you tell which ones are my true blood cousins? LOL)

This is just about a quarter of the expected number of girl cousins i have (mom's side) since the others weren't able to make it. And yes, these are only the girls. I wasn't kidding when i said we'll be like a village... LOL

Reyes-Lopez Nuptial

the happy couple
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

Congrqats to the happy couple! A perfect wedding, complete with amazing arrangements, spectacular designs and a picture perfect ending.

Ahh, l'amour!

Lunch with Mom

Had the opportunity amidst the hullabaloo of everything to spend some QT time with my mom, and we got to have lunch at this chinese resto (not so good food, weird service). Despite the unappetizing meal, we had loads of fun catching up and well, pretty much chillin'. We also got to do some window shopping (though we did get to buy beads we liked, hehe). It's these rare moments that make me really happy knowing i got to go home for a while.

wedding countdown

So i'm back in the province for a couple of days for my cousin's wedding.

The good notes of this whole shebang? Aside from the leave (yey), i get to regroup and reconnect with my cousins, as well as their friends (who agree to help out). I also get to meet the newer members of the clan (younger cousins i have yet to introduce myself to), as well as get to chill with friends in between. Oh yes, and my dress. hahahah.

Haay, naku.

Now what? I've gone through so much the past few hours it's so hard to begin. By this time, half of my relatives from my mom's side has come forth and started what i call the pre-reunion reunion. That means my aunts and uncles from outside the province have started to arrive, and yes, everybody's being briefed about the upcoming event, from the Ilonggo dinner we'll all be having the day before the nuptials, to the event itself. I still have to settle a score with my aunt (the bride's mom) regarding my dress (i didn't follow the orange dress code, see). Plus, the coordination with the program (that's my cue) and our parts in the mass are meticulously monitored to be perfection by my aunts. Oh, the pressure... The body count? So far, it's 8 auncles and aunts(not counting the spouses) and 16 cousins (first cousins). And this is just the girl's mom's family, this is not counting the father's side :-P There's still the remaining bros and sis coming by friday, as well as the groom's family heading down here. Haaaaay, dios me. I feel like a huge baranggay fiesta is coming up this Saturday.

I wonder how i'll survive this....

the so-called vacation

Yesterday...

...got to leave early (yey!) to go to my gown fitting in Makati. Kate was still wasn't done with my tulle skirt when we got there so got to chill in the CBTL Salcedo outlet with my Mcnuggets (late, late lunch) and iced tea. Finally got to try on my gown after half an hour. I'm really, REALLY lovin' it! :-) Sooo Excited!!!

Got the call from the folks that dinner will be late, so ddecided to chill at the Convergys outlet to meet up with bestfriend Kits and Maree for ice blendeds and cheesecake. Had a talkfest after days of OT (all three of us!) --- a great way to catch up! Had a wonderful surprise of meeting up with Larryboi, PaoPao and a new friend, Karen! :-D It's been so long since we got to see each other, it's such a great night!. The time passed easily and i got picked up later on for dinner two hours later. I wish i had my caMera! Damn. Still, there's gonna be a next time...hopefully... :-)

+ + +

Today... still working my ass off so ican leave here at 7pm sharp. I really wish they can approve those designs already...

+ + +

It's another long weekend, and i should be glad. Then why the hell do i feel like i'm heading off to hell?

The past few days have been hellish since i've been working my ass off to finish near-impossible deadlines (some of which are still to be approved) and trying to bear with the pressures of ongoing and upcoming issues (yet to unfold). Yargh... Ngarag galore.

By next week i'll be off to emcee and participate in my cousin's wedding (the first cousin to get hitched, so the pressure's on now!) as well as work with my mom on some family projects. I was hoping that this so-called vacation leave would be indeed a vacation, but apparently it's not gonna be that way. Being provinciana is really as bad as one seems, at least for my part. Yes, i love the family closeness, the endearing clannish protection i get from my family and relatives, but since this is such a BIG event, i'm guessing it'll be one of THOSE things i'd rather be in while high on Valium. Looks like my family's gonna ask those nosy (when are you gonna get hitched?" questions, as well as try to match make me with the "marrigeable" men they know. Oh the pain... not to mention the office will be calling (i'm giving them two days into the long weekend before they start bugging) about stuff i should have done before i left (um, ok.i gave notice that i'll be gone during this time BEFORE i even started working). Oh well. Blame it in the perfectionist and closet OC in me.

+ + +

Back in the day...

...when i used to have a life. When staying up late never meant being stuck in your cubicle until 3am working. When social interaction never had papers and deadlines in between. When meeting up was over alcohol, not coffee. ahhh life.

weekends

"here's my chance to just take the time
just relax and try to unwind... something's stressing me everyday
gotta get away...play some music,unplug the phone, chill for real cos' i'm now at home....gotta get away..."

-Lashell Griffin

+ + +

Some of my favourite finds during the week:

Pandora gives me some refreshing music choices, not to mention great insights on 'dem artists. LOL.

My lovely "wapak!" black heels, a find in the marikina shoe expo, which give me height (3 inches more) and a lotta conversation starters.

McDonald's milkshakes!!! They're back and blessed be, the outlet five minutres away from my office is finally open AND selling them. oh happy day!

twisted's last gig

Big Sky got into rocking mode last thursday (may 25) when Twisted Halo launched their video (also making this gig their last, sadly). Joining in the fun were Sugarfree, Cambio and Sandwich.

(I should post more pics, heheh. Having drunken men sing their hearts out is way fun to take pics of) Till then, i'll be posting this. I think it's really sad.Too bad, indeed. TH will be missed in the scene.
But hell, their farewell gig was one heck of a night ;-)

just peachy...

i'll miss you psychicpants!

we will be together, together in electric dreams!

best buds' postcard-y

Shanghai Baby

The shirt still had his smell. Burying my face in it made me realize what it is to lose happiness.

x factor

cubao x
Originally uploaded by curious_kitty.

into the dark night
under the flickering light
i await our reunion
in thoughts
in dreams

medicated

I've been taking medicine for the past few days for a bug that just won't go away, so my body's reacting to it by becoming all mood swing-y. I feel awful for the people who by chance (or not) see me in my state of chaos and emotional upheaval.

Disclaimer: I don't normally cry over the silliest things, thank you very much. As much as i hope to control my random rants and tearfests, i can't, and that's what frustrates me.

Case in point: A few days back, i got home in this depressed mood i can't seem to shake off. Once i got home, i just lost it. Seeing my housemate, i started crying for no apparent reason. He didn't provoke me to cry, nor was i at any point having any reason to just turn on the waterworks. i just started crying. What's worse is seeing that look on his face when i did. (Guys normally don't react to girls crying and if they do, it's usually awkward and silly, which turned out to be the case for this one) Yikes. A girl he thinks is just too "cowboy" actually crying for no reason. *sigh*

I love being a woman, i really do. There's nothing to it in the world. Just give me more stability when it comes to hormones and meds, please?

friday i'm...

... freaking out.

triple shot espresso based coffee drinks are definitely the way to go when calming one's nerves. *sigh* i hate traffic. i really do. Thank god i don't have a car, i may get into an early heart attack.

+ + +

Bear with me, it's a ranting day. I hate the fact that people seem to be making it their priority to get things done the last minute --- like, i've been at Ortigas since last night and nobody had the efficiency or the decency in that place to tell me they will be needing some collaterals for their event TODAY. Like, oh yeah, i'm psychic ---i don't even know you guys have an event! *sigh* SOPs be damned, huh? :-P

+ + +

Di na naman tayo nagkita kagabi. sorry ha. tanginang schedule yan i miss you. kinda.

+ + +

I seem to be stuck in some weird episode of the twilight zone. Tell me when to wake up please.

+ + +

I don't know anymore what i feel. Am i just too jaded to feel anything for anyone, or am i just resistant? I feel bad for not being able to reciprocate any sort of emotion (well, the appropriate one anyway) as well as make you feel that i don't think you are worth my time.

+ + +

I missed you Haydz! I'm so glad we met up last night for coffee and some dinner (well, kinda). Thanks for the bag, i'm lovin' it!!!! (we definitely need to meet up and chat again...)

blogging rants

It seems that my entries for the past few days have been photo blogs (which is fine, if you ask me). But then again, i find myself muddled and confused and i can't seem to put everything in words these days. Must be the stress getting to me. So to recap:

Today:

I'm sitting here printing (yet again) another set of media kits. I seem to be just printing these days. Which makes me wonder what my true purpose in life really is. *sigh* Makes me wonder if waking up this early is really worth it.

Yesterday:

A day that slowly but surely turned bad. First, the outfit. It's post laundry day but unfortunately, my sworn in tuesday outfit in still in the cleaners. Dammit. The printer outsourced for current project fucks up the printing despite their proof shown at the office earlier in the day. Sh*t. My boss complains about my lack of time effeciency in arriving to work. I spend the day printing media kits until overtime. Hahaha.

Bright spots? An afternoon rendevouz of iced coffee and whole wheat croissant, and some dinner brownies from good friends. Oh yeah, and two cheese sandwich (emmental and parmesan, yummy!!) with extra pickle relish. hehehe.

The day before:

Brown rice and squid makes a perfect meal, despite the bizaare weather, some sniffles and some overtime work. Late night T.V. ---ahh, bliss! :-D

+ + +

I always think that sometime when i hit my mid twenties i'll be needlessly working and just be concentrating on some family business or some project of my own. Now that i'm starting off the latter part of my twenties in a few months, i wonder where my life is really leading to. My mind's a blank now, and after a slight mini-meltdown yesterday, i am seriously thinking of moving. again. Hmmm. Is this good?

:-P *sigh*

my candle burns

Night Of The Dancing Flame
Originally uploaded by bullish1974.

... for someone i can't seem to get out of my mind.

Dammit.

sunday adventures!

Had late night coffee and ice cream with psychicpants! so much fun chatting, walking in the rain and pretty much catching up with what's new :-D ayos!

sucafest!

Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

last night's party just was too much fun, despite the hard rain, billowing winds and well, your basic storm symptoms. Kudos to the peeps who made it, and muchas gracias for making this sucafest so much fun!

zzzzz....

sarap matulog sa lamig na 'to. (feels so good to sleep in this weather!)

It's amazing how a tropical depression can alter the weather in so many ways. Just a few days ago it was scorching HOT, and i can literally feel the heat on my skin, and now it's a cloudy windy gloomy day just perfect to grab a hot cup of joe and chill in the room listening to erykah badu :-D

Now all i need is a hot guy to cuddle with under the sheets and i'm all set.

Ahhh, life. :-)

fridays are always nice...

...especially with a rainy start.

I can't believe it's raining, and on May! (Oh well, this environment's too fucked up anyway :-P) I wake up to the pitter patter outside and my first reaction was to smile. I just LUVV waking up to the rain for some reason. The cool breeze, the cloudy skies... it makes me feel light-headed at times. Hehehe. (parang beer, pero walang hangover).

So now it's work, and i am constantly wishing i am at home, enjoying the lazy rainy start of the weekend. Hmmm, three more hours to go? Oh joy :-P

Spaced out

spaced out
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

...and everything just seems to be caving in all of a sudden.

happy birthday kittykat!

bday
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

*hugs* to my best bud who's been me through the good and bad.... wow, ten years na tayo by 2007!

Crash

Dear me,

You should really stop being too nice. It's just not worth it :-(

Being diplomatic can only take you so far.

+ + +

hangin'

Got to chill with Ann, my friend who visited for a few days. We got to catch PCK in action at Saguijo , as well as UrbanDub rockin' the suburbs.

Whoo-hoo!

weekend happee

Bunnie's happee thoughts (despite a TOXIC week):

-Got to spend some QT time with Kittykat (the pics are fab, mami!)
-Got to chill with Anne and watch PCK @ Saguijo (yey, Ilonggos rock!)
-Got to eat adobong pusit after a loooong time (goodies from my mumsy)
-Got to play my guitar again (whoo-hoo!)
-Got to have dinner with my mumsy dearie (CIBO eats and treats!)
-Got to spend chill time with Mary and the hausmates (wednesday inuman sessions, rock en roll!)
-Got to smoke under the pale moonlight (sarap talaga mag muni-muni sa cliff!)
-Got to read a really good book (Eleven Minutes, *sigh*)
-Got to have coffee in the morning (yey!)
-Gonna spend another fab weekend!!!

+ + +

This week has been HELL, literally. Miscommunications, tight (as in super!) deadlines, wrecked schedules, bizaare changes and yes, money matters just make things a little too complicated for my taste. Argh. I'm just so glad that despite all that, there are moments that make it worthwhile (read above), and hopefully, there will be some more to come. Can't wait for the weekend to start! :-D

(Me thinks i'm a little too happee due to the caffeine rush. Again. Heheheh)

special

Celebrate in the dimness
with your shadow
and imagine yourself
with her
Wistful in the musings
of a cigarette smoking man
your eyes are clear now
and your smile
a bit tired

The candles are lit
but there's no one to blow them out
Your reason is now heightened by age
It's your special day
yet you choose to stay clear
of the celebration
and i wonder why

camwhorin' with Kittykat

score!
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

uh...yeah.

secrets of the red room....

we're sisters....
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

:-) ahihihi!

"hey mister, she's my sister..."

"hey mister, she's my sister..."
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

Goes to show how much friendster can evolve. :-P

hausmates

hausmates
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

After a quick road trip outside the metro, im spending the rest of the long weekend chillin at home with my urban family --- it's so nice to be living on your own and still be part of an urban family. Here's me and my "sis" Koween. :-)

in-toxic-ated

i hate having my schedules changed, especially by circumstances beyond my control.

Fuck all this sh*t. Despite what you say, it's still MY life.

+ + +

i wish i can just disappear from the face of the earth whenever i feel like it.

+ + +

I want to change things right NOW. dammit.

oooh, la zsa zsa!

mmmwah!
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

Watched Zsa Zsa Zaturnnah Ze Musical with dear friend Psychicpants* last Sunday (my first, his 8th time to watch it) and it was so much fun i had a smile permanently fixed on my facec the entire time!!! Of course, the icing on the cake to this whole shebang was having the creator Carlo Vergara sitting next to us througout the enntire show, also enjoying the stage production of his amazing work. Got to have my pic taken with the show's Didi (Zsa zsa's super funnie sidekick) i just loved his performance!!!


*Pao, thanks for the invite!!! You are such a dearie!
Congrats sa scholarship, laddie!

of boys and lost toys

Beep

beep

beep

The persistence of your presence
is as noisy as the sound of the ringing of my phone
triggering a silent alarm in my head.

+ + +

You should have never given me that drink
I never knew it could be so potent
I should have never said yes
I didn't know what i was getting into
You should have never called me
I never would have said maybe
you shouldn't have said you missed me
i could have resisted you so easily

+ + +

Realising our dynamic was my bane
and reassessing this made me stronger
yet in the wee hours of our reacquaintance
i find myself smiling
as i gaze into your sleeping face

+ + +

Last Song Syndrome

FIRST OF SUMMER
UrbanDub (G. ALIPE, J. DINOPOL, R. LIM, J. MENDOZA)

Parked car
This night sky
Makes city lights shine like diamonds
our song plays on the radio.

We’re living it up
Make this night ours
We own the world
I wish this lasts forever
Alone with you tonight
Further in you feels so right.

I’m giving it up and just a little more
This heartfelt leap I surrender
With arms raised tonight.

Drive me away
cuz the night just feels right
take me away with you tonight
anywhere with you.

Our song plays on…
Parked car, night sky
Alone with you tonight…

the week that was

"Getting to know you" was never this easy, and never this complicated.

+ + +

Mojitos with an queasy stomach is never a good combo. I'll opt for some good ol' McNuggets and coffee instead.

+ + +

I think i am getting in way over my head. Stop stop the room from spinning.

I can't seem to.

Pass the shot, please.

+ + +

In the darkness i can be happy. I can hide my fears and doubts within its crevices and keep the reason at bay.

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Out of the blue you say hello. WTF!? Is this some form of post-holy week fun for you?

Dammit. I was always a sucker for a sweet smile and an impish grin.

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"beware the lover, he will abstract your love"

I'm already jaded. This advice is way too late.

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Another saturday night...

BigSKy@nyt
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

After fashion shoots, clubbin and some dancing, we end up meeting the peeps in ol' Big Sky. ahh, so much fun!

hung over

the unbearable lightness of being
proves to me
that the world
is just too fucked up
sometimes

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*beep*

sudden change of plans ruin mine. WTF!?!

People should just say what they want straight up. NO buts, ifs and umms about it.

Life's too short for this kind of shit.

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every little thing
that you say or do
i'm hung up
i'm hung up on you
waiting for your call,
baby, night and day
i'm fed up
i'm tired of waiting on you...

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in between shoots...

... i manage to log on.

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A young man sits nearby while i smoke my cigarette. His posture is tense, and on his lap lies a bouquet of white roses, which he picks up once in a while to check out. Is it wilting? He's been there for a while now. I wonder if his date stood him up.

Awww. I miss getting flowers.

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The day is nearly done and we're only a quarter done of our list. Dammit. Those cakes look real good though :-P mmmm... am craving something dark and chocolate-y.

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I remember when stuff like these thrilled the hell out of me. Now it's just giving me one big headache.

karting fever

team players
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

at Fork's opening last night, i got to try out karting in full gear for the first time. Never mind the DOM encounter(eeow), the inappropriate footwear (boots!?!) and my inability to drive for real (no license here), those 12 minutes of pure adrenalin and sheer fun made up for it. Damn, my arms are so weak now. :-P

Social Swarming chuva

Saguijo rocked with Ninja Kiss Prod's prod with bands like Bagetsafonik and Sandwich bringing down the house!


Fasyon! It's Flip Gear's launch @ Embassy ---kudos to Carlos for giving me the heads up on the event ;-) Cheers, y'all!

started as a monday...

...but felt like a friday. or a saturday. Hmmm. what's wrong with this picture?

Checking out MM's finest in avant arde designs as well as peering in first into a beachin' line fo clothing sounded something i should be doing on the weekend, not on a Monday. But hell, it's fashion week, and as they say,fasyon! never dies.

So armed with new shoes (which, btw, were NOT a good buy, pretty as they may be), my new dress (lovely shade of spring), and a gal pal in hand (we were only too happy to chill and have a few free drinks!), we caught the show halfway into its end.

Social swarming eludes my desire to be anonymous as we saw old college mates, familiar (?) faces and well, new friends.
Booze, good sounds and great people made the night a lot better than we first assumed it would be. The night ends with some good ol' dancing, some tipsy-ness (no phone fiasco, thank you!) and a sweet ride home. The only question ihad for the night, aside from why did Sandwich only belt out two songs, was:

Where did my ziggies go???

Damn.

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Nightcap of music, jamming and some lovely motorcycle ogling at Blueridge. ahhh, ce'st la vie.

Strains of "the way you look tonight" just heightens the melancholy mood set by a lovely view of Marikina and a few beers.

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in communicado

The mad rush of the water against my hands momentarily clears me of my drunken state. I stare at my cellphone, lazily floating away in the sink before i realize what a complete idiot i was to put it down beside the faucet. Damn damn damn. Its lights flicker momentarily before succumbing to its untimely death.

Damn. damn. damn.

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I found temporary refuge in your arms. Last night's fiasco still permeates a bit while i slept, yet your company kept it at bay.

The morning came and with it, my memories. Damn. damn. damn.

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No chance to speak or talk about what's done. *sigh* at This point, i don't even know how to bring it up. Yet in our silence we find a common ground. What is, is. Whatever the hell THAT is.

:-(

All the sadness in the world cannot surmount mine at this time...